25.4.11

iseengg..haha maaf yah bry :p

17.4.11

circle of..heaven?

nothing is better than 'curhat' with the person who has the same problems as yours, so they can exactly knows how you feel. am i right or am i right? :D

kemaren gw berbincang-bincang hangat dengan salah seorang sahabat. dia sempet terlihat 'galau parah' di twitter (she's not even the galau type of person, fyi) yang baru akhirnya cerita tentang masalahnya dia yang membuat gw berteriak "ANJ*NG SAMA BANGET SAMA GUE BROO!" kok bisa, asli itu ajaib banget karena well mnurut gw masalah gw jarang ditemukan pada orang normal lainnya (haha!) obrolan semakin seru dan yang tadinya gw main kerumahnya berakhir di sebuah random cafe ngebir ngebir cantik (frustasi lebih tepatnya).

gw ga akan bercerita detail permasalahannya, yang akan gw bahas adalah conclusion atau kesimpulan yang dapat ditarik dari kurang lebih 3 jam mengawinkan pikiran. well, misalnya kita hidup dalam sebuah lingkaran selama bertahun tahun. lingkaran itu sangat bulat, mulus, cantik, nyaman, dan apa yang lo butuhkan semua ada disitu. butuh ya, bukan mau. suatu saat lo ngerasa bosan dengan kehidupan dalam lingkaran itu, and all you wanna do is get the fucking out. yang terjadi adalah, diem-diem lo membiarkan jari-jari kaki lo keluar sedikit untuk merasakan 'hawa' diluar sana. indah! menarik! segalah hal yang lo mau ada disana. mau, bukan butuh. tanpa sadar lo membiarkan setengah badan lo keluar dari situ. terlalu indah! bergejolak! dan..sakit? kaki lo ketusuk duri! ternyata kehidupan di luar lingkaran itu begitu menarik tetapi juga berbahaya. lo sangat ingin keluar dari lingkaran itu, tapi terlalu takut. takut ga akan nemuin lingkaran yang sama bagusnya, atau bahkan lebih bagus lagi. karna apa yang lo butuh ada di lingkaran itu. end of story, akhirnya gw (dan sahabat gw) memutuskan untuk kembali masuk kedalam lingkaran itu, dan bersyukur masih memiliki lingkaran sempurna yang nyaman dan pasti. dan luka di kaki sebagai pengingat kehidupan diluar sana.

that's life. full of choices. close your eyes, pick randomly, deal with it. nobody gets out alive anyways. and oh.. WE'RE ONLY YOUNG ONCE!

maafkan penulisan saya yang absurd, semoga anda mengerti. ga ngerti juga gapapa sihh..

13.4.11

Watch what you say..

That girl you just called ugly, could be Justin Bieber's wife in ten years.
That girl you just called fat could be America's Next top model, one day.
That girl you just called stupid, could be the next CEO of google.
That girl you just called boring, could be the next lady gaga.
That girl you just called annoying, could be the next Oscar winner.

You? You'll be sitting on your couch, watching the television, and regretting being a horrible person.

Biggest lies a girl will tell :

1. I love your outfit!
2. I hate him.
3. I don't like anyone..
4. I'm not mad at you.
5. I finished my homework.
6. I don't care what you think of me.
7. I don't want to be popular.
8. I love my life!
9. I feel sick, I can't go to school..
10. NO, REALLY, I'M FINE.

10.4.11

..accidentally right

8.4.11

3 Words

3 Words. 2 Seconds. 1 Moment.
Thank You, God!

BOYS are stronger than GIRLS?

Oh, please…

Can you bleed for a week and survive?
Can you squeeze 14 inch baby from a 9 centimeter hole?
Can you carry a 7 pound baby in your stomach for 9 months?
Can you take care of a child, cook, clean, and talk on the phone at once?
Can you carry 10 8 pound s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g b.a.g.s?
Can you go a WEEK only eating salad?
Can you —> face heartbreak?
Can you watch the (love of your life) be with someone else?
Can you burn your forehead with a straightener and not complain?
Can you wear a thin piece of [STRING] in your ASS all day?
Can you walk all day in 4 inch stilletos?
Can you cry all night then wake up the next morning like everythings okay?

SO? I DIDN’T THINK SO :)

3.4.11

one another..

why on the earth that (straight) boys and girls couldn't be friends for a long period?
i mean, either they both falls for each other, or just a one side feeling?
you see, love can crashed friendship just in time,
even when they've been bestfriend since they were 6th
or even when their moms already been like sisters
and they both understands each other like starsky and hutch
they did partner in crime
they knew each other's first loves and ex's
share the very same music
singing along like there's no tomorrow
got drunk, did jackpot
stuck in a heavy rain, in the middle of nowhere. ps : out of town
one of them's crying out loud. one another just shut up and stroked other's hair
sharing pets together
or even..
when one of them was laying in a hospital's bed, suffered, despair of the disease. one another holds other's hand, shed tears, while kept saying prayers, wishing everything's gonna be well.

it all can be gone just by one moment.
it's just feel so right when we're just a friend. the very best one.
i'm just.. i miss you, my bestfriend :'(