I really like the idea of prambors your daily playlist program. Actually this is why each radio needs a good and creative producers and program directors, to create something catchy, less capital but profitable.
And if I have to choose my own playlist, it would be :
1. Katty perry - Waking up in Vegas
2.Owl City - Fire Flies
3. Jay Z feat Alicia Keys - Empire State of Mind
4. Black Eyed Peas - I gotta feeling
5. Moonie - Dont Know Why
6. Feist - Mushaboom
7. The Big Pink - Dominos
8. Phoenix - Lisztomania
9. New Soul - Yael Naim
10. Kerli- Walkin on air
11. Oasis - Don't Look Back in Anger
12. U2 - Stuck in a Moment
13. Paramore - Ignorance

It's fun, thou! U should try to make ur own daily playlist :)


88.40 Global Radio

Call me krazay, call me idiot.

Global Radio nelfon gw buat interview terakhir. Kalo kata temen gw cuma formalitas, nentuin jadwal siaran dll. Seneng gila gw, cita2 gw jadi kenyataan.
Tapi gw ga dateng interview. I kissed them a goodbye.bukan karna gw telat, bukan karna macet. I have my own reason. Respon anak2?? :


"Hebaat lo sarr..lo emang temen gw paling juara abis! Top markotop!"

"Ok sar..u just ruined ur future!"

Tp yang paling gw seneng sih kata2 andra :

"Yaelah sarr..umur lo brapa? 20 kan? Masih muda bangeet, kuliah aja dulu benerin. Ntar jg kerjaan yg nunggu lo, bukan lo yg nunggu kerjaan!"

Yeah, sangat membantu tu kata2. Yaah semoga "alasan" gw bisa worth to death deh. Sedih jg dikit suara gw gajadi di denger satu jakarta bandung :'(


ten things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close,

not even a little bit,

not even at all.


that was the first and the best teen flick I've ever known.


Jakarta Fashion Week 2009

Last Monday I got the invitation for the famous "Jakarta Fashion Week 2009" event. That was an annually event and belongs to the Indonesian fashion industry. and this year, the event has been held at Pacific Place, Sudirman. Its quite fun watching the fashion figures wrapped by famous designer's dresses, swinging their perfect body. here's some of the snap I've got :

Jazz Pasay :

Ian Adrian :

Dwi Iskandar :

Anne Avantie (my favorite!!) :

Oh..and by the way, I got a rare opportunity to interviewing mas Ian Adrian for binus tv. He's a very nice and down-to-earth person. I mean, for the famous designer like him, what an honor!

This is me with my loveleh cameraman alwi and .... (dang.. I'm suck memorizing name!)

me and my private driver! hahahaha kidding, sweets.RAMEN 38!! SANPACHII!! hmm they got delicioso pork ramen ;p

me wants to attending JFW this friday for watching bebe and Mango show! Unfortunately I can't :(

“I don't do fashion, I am fashion.”
Coco Chanel



"do not using english unless you know it well.."

I found this text on my friend's twitter, which now living outside Indonesia. I know, this one's directed to my friend (which have poor english, I admit). so whaatt??! hell yeaa, I mean, who the hell is she, talking about Indonesian people like that?? I really hate that arrogant sentences, DO NOT EVER SAY THAT SHIT IN FRONT OF ME!
me, I like using english while writing on my blog. it helps me increasing my english, perhaps. I mean, we're Indonesian right? we all starts from the beginning (unless you were born or been living somewhere outside Indonesia). we often did the grammatical errors, but, wtf!! its not that important, right?? the foreigners themselves rather use the grammar correctly. don't be such an ass by bluffing ur abilities, in fact that your arrogance makes you got nothing. NOTHING DUUUUDE!!

last but not least : jangan sok bule loo!!



yesterday (12 nov 09) is my boyfriendoo birthdaayy!!
this year, I just gave him a little buff-day surprise. and right now, I still have no idea what present suits him best. hahah. we'll see..

hmm..taun lalu salah satu kado yg gw kasih adalah sebuah video. video testimoni temen temennya dia yang ngucapin happy birthday, mulai dari anak2 kampus sampe ke anak2 bintaro (thanks to alessandro sugondo ;p). agak basi sih emang bikin video testimoni gini. makanya, biar ga basi basi amat, gw pake ada special guess star nya, yaitu dhini aminarti. Dennis ngefans nya setengah mati sama dhini aminarti. jadi apapun caranya gw cari deh tu artis. hasilnya..pas lagi nonton di laptop, laptopnya hampir kelempar gara2 dia kaget mampus. hehehe. hope it'll stays forever in his heart :)

his 19th birthday on 2007 always ringing a bell on me. waktu itu baru kenal banget. gw bahkan masih manggil dia 'kak denis' hahaha! dan dia juga baru beberapa hari nanya nomer hp gw. tiba2 dia ngajakin gw dinner hari sabtu malem di pim. itu pertama kalinya gw pergi berdua sama dia. sampe pim, kita makan di cilantro express (sayang sekarang uda ga ada :'( hiks) ternyata rame banget temen2 nya dia. akhirnya dia ngaku kalo itu acara makan makan ultahnya dia, dan gw ga even tau kalo dia ulang taun. gw juga ga siap banget di cengin abis sama temen temennya zzzzz mau mampus.

those moments will never left off my head. its deeply remarks on me :)
may God bless you to blow 101 candles and all your wishes come true, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Dennis Yonasa!!


panoramic view

I just found some photos from my old lost phone :"(
rumah sakit pondok indah cafetaria:
binus basement canteen:

o-channel, sctv tower:
this photos are taken from sony ericsson w910i, panoramic view. ooo how I miss my old phone..

GWWREAAT mid test!

my midterm test is less than a week ahead, and my preparation is oh-so-zero. oohh God, what should I write down on my papertest?? huaa :"(

here's my nightmare schedule :

compare with this one (dennis' schedule) :

I hatee iitt!! how come he just have to finish 4 subjects?? oh I forgot, he already doing his thesis, of course :)
by the way, I have to memorizing some of mandarin language for my practical test. its kinda stressing, considering if you say it in different tone, the meaning's gonna be different too!
please, please reader.. whoever you are, please pray for me :"(
(ps : click the photo if you wanna see it bigger)


hungry lioness

about the tittle, i'd like to call myself as a 'lioness', because my star sign is leo (you know what it means, right?). for the 'hungry', it means i'm hungry of a super loong sleeps and rests!
yep, i'm kindda busy lately. thousands of college assignments, a week of broadcast workshop, being a trainer of announcer's newbies, preparing myself for global radio, helping my mom's new project, my band!! just thinking about it all makes me sick.
yea, its all about broadcast and broadcast. i really love this area. i studied communication. but, next semester i have to choose between broadcasting and PR (public relation). and with a hard decision and survey, finally i choose PR! my heart says broadcast, but my brain force me to learn PR. i've been comparing those subjects long time ago.

broadcast : learning about producing and running a radio and television, making a creative program for the rating, and so on.

public relation : learning about business communication, how to be a good 'face of company', how to make a good relation with media, etc.

and i got the point. for me, broadcasting subjects is a piece of cake (haha!). i've learnt all about radio and television from bvoice radio, and other broadcast workshops and seminars. i got it all for free. so, why i have to pay for the things i already into? i'm totally blank about PR, and i want to know it more, so i could have both knowledge in my hands! ehms..greedy me :p

anyway, a few days ago, HIMA (Himpunan Mahasiswa Akuntansi) celebrate their 10th birthday with a seminars and birthday party. and they asked me to be the MC with thoriq. on a day one, they invited the successful entrepreneur and the owner of kemchick supermarket, Bob Sadino (I hate him. I hate his behaviour. He's a freak!). day two, the speaker's Billy Boen, the young successful entrepreneur and the writer of 'young on top' book.

here's the pic of me and thoriq after being the MC for entrepreneurship seminar, (i'm taking it from my mobile phone, sorry for the blurry :p)
graaa.. gotta go, assignments are waiting for mee!!


thank you.

do you know how many disasters occurs lately?


and now, I'm still sitting in my room, in front of this blog's screen while googling and twitter-ing, with my whole family around me, and I could still sleeps in a comfort mattress, with a warm aircon and tv.

YOU, who read this and have the same condition with me should say THANK YOU to our one and only creator to all His unlimited blessings. Thank You :)


believe it or not.

ini kisah di hari sabtu.

setiap hari sabtu saya kuliah pukul setengah 8 pagi. kerasa bgt ga sih melay nya? dan sabtu kemaren sebenernya gw uda bangun dari jam 6 pagi karna alarm. tapi apalah daya, rasa kantuk menguasai diri, jadi setiap 5 menit gw pencet tombol snooze. singkat cerita akhirnya gw bangun jam 7.20 langsung lah sikat gigi, cuci muka (tanpa mandi) dan tancap gas ke kampus pukul 7.40. sampe kampus 8.00. gw lupa, di kelas ini kalo lo melanggar peraturan 3 kali harus nyanyi. untung baru satu kali. begitu gw duduk, beberapa menit kemudian hp gw bunyi-lupa di silent. mampus! akhirnya nama gw dicatet melanggar dua kali. sekali lagi mamam deh gw jadi yuni sara didepan kelas!

btw kelas sabtu pagi sebenernya enak dan menyenangkan. namanya kelas CB (character building) yg setiap jurusan pasti ada mata kuliah ini dan wajib lulus minimal B (anyway, gw selalu A -_-) dan kelas sabtu kemaren sangat membekas di hati gw karna dosen gw menceritakan cerita yg sangat menarik. begini ceritanya...

suatu hari, ketika saya di Italia beberapa tahun yang lalu, saya sedang menonton talk show lokal semacam oprah winfrey show. saat itu bintang tamunya adalah sepasang orang tua yang sudah paruh baya. mereka menceritakan tentang perjalanan anak tunggal mereka bernama Jhon. mereka menceritakan bahwa pada hari wisuda kelulusan anaknya di perguruan tinggi, ia memohon diri untuk berjelajah mengelilingi Italia, dan langsung mendapat restu dari mereka.

hari pertama Jhon meninggalkan orang tuanya dan berjanji akan memberi kabar setiap harinya dimanapun ia berada.

hari kedua, Jhon menelpon orang tuanya untuk memberi kabar. Ia menceritakan perjalanannya yang menyenangkan.

hari ketiga, kembali Jhon memberi kabar kepada orang tuanya dan berkata bahwa ia baik baik saja.

hari ke empat, tak ada telepon. orang tuanya berfikir bahwa mungkin ia berada pada desa dimana tidak ada jaringan telepon.

hari kelima, keenam, dan ketujuh, masih belum ada kabar. Orang tua mulai cemas dan berencana melaporkan keadaan kepada polisi.

dua minggu terlewati tanpa ada kabar dan hasil dari polisi. Orang tuanya mulai pasrah dan tidak tahu harus berbuat apa. sampai mereka mendengar bahwa di suatu daerah terdapat seorang gipsy yang dipercaya dapat memanggil roh. tanpa berfikir panjang akhirnya mereka mendatangi gipsy tersebut. setelah sampai, mereka lalu meminta untuk dipanggilkan arwah anak mereka, Jhon. lalu kemudia gipsy tersebut menulis sesuatu di kertas, yang berbunyi "sayalah John.." kemudian percakapan si orang tua dan Jhon (melalui gipsy yang menulis) kurang lebih seperti ini :

Orang Tua : Jhon..apakah benar kau sudah meninggal?
Jhon : Iya Ayah..Ibu..saya sudah meninggal..
OT : (sambil menangis) kalau begitu ceritakanlah bagaimana kau meninggal..
Jhon : Ketika saya menutup telepon di hari ketiga, saya dirampok oleh dua orang dan setelah semua barang saya diambil, mereka membunuh saya kemudian melempar tubuh saya yang diikat batu ke dalam sungai hingga tenggelam.
OT : kalau begitu katakan siapa pelakunya, dan akan kami cari hingga dapat!
Jhon : tidak usah Ayah, Ibu..karena saya di sini sudah sungguh sangat bahagia.

setelah beberapa lama mereka bercakap-cakap, sampailah kepada pertanyaan :

OT : kalau begitu Jhon, ceritakan pada kami..bagaimana surga itu. bagaimana wujud Tuhan sebenarnya??
Jhon : ............... (terdiam agak lama, kemudian menggambar sesuatu)

OT : mata?
Jhon : Ya.. Tuhan itu seperti mata. Ia mengetahui semua yang terjadi terhadap kita, dan kelak nanti kita harus mempertanggung jawabkan semua yang kita lakukan di dunia..

Percaya atau tidak, satu kelas gw diem. kalem. gabisa berkata kata.
Ya, persiapkanlah hari itu karna kapanpun dapat terjadi!



laa : sar.. gw mimpi lo meninggal!
sarr : serius lo aah?
laa : iya, serius. tadi malem gw mimpi lo meninggal sar!
sarr : gimana ceritanya?
laa : lupa banget deh gw, yang pasti gw uda di samping peti lo nangis nangis parah! gw uda mau ikutan mati tau saarr!! aarrgghh..streess guee..
sarr : asiikk..brarti gw panjang umuur!
laa : yah semoga deh sarr.. kalo beneran bisa mati gw!!

.... kira kira itu percakapan gw sama lala sebulan sebelom dia meninggal. dan yang terjadi adalah kebalikannya. dan ya, gw beneran mau mati!


I love my life, for sure. But, as a human, I also had a dream or a "missing part" that secretly yearning myself off! Here's some of the things :

1. I really wanna have a big brother! I love my one and only sister, but I think it's cool having a cute, boyish, guarding, a band member, messy looks brothaaa!! (thinking of his might-be-cute folks :p)

2. having a cute little sister. or a twin partner :p

3. (still) having a childhood bestfriend, which could share anything even the darkest one. closer than a sister. Sadly, i've lost one :(

4. ..........

eerr.. what was I thinking? technically, I have a perfect life anyway. and I want nothing more than my today's circles. and about lala, I believe she's on her perfect place, smiling on me, and do happy - very happy up there :) the thing is, be happy of what you have, because you don't know how long you could hold 'em..


Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs!!

-- i have a thought that this film is going to be the best 3D movie eveerr!! imagine that there's a meatballs rain, pancakes storm, spaghetti tornado, and thousands of food disasters appears!! make sure if you gonna watch this movie, bring some food to chew to anticipate the annoyed-stomach-sound :p

happy chewing!


professional image!

Teesstt!! Yiippyy I'm trying blogging via blackberry! I'll fix the layout right away when I'm blogging by laptop.

Today, I feel there's something special about my class. Every tuesday, we have to wear office outfits (mini skirt, heels, and other bitchy things) to professional image's subject. This is my first time (go to campus) wearing those freakin "costume". My friends was making fun of me. They called me "ibu guru miyabi", "ibu pejabat","sekertaris nakal" bla bla. And I just can threw my pretty middle finger to them. Haha!

And thank God when I met my boyfriend, he didn't laugh at me at all! Yes he sees me head through toes, but then he just smile and said "ayo jalan jalan kamu pake baju itu!". Hmmm..he do unpredictable!


#howyou ?

#howyou spent your money most?

me, my top six of money waster causes :

1. CONCERT!! this is my secret guilty pleasure. i loove watching my favorite bands or solos with my own eyes once in a lifetime. for me, just listen and watch videos isn't enuuuff!!

2. eat! yea, as a human i ate alot! i love to eat and try some bizarre foods!

3. gasoline. its a huge money waster, considering the f-ing traffic in Jakarta.

4. phone bills. including my mobile internet bill.

5. shop. this isn't very important because i shopped with my mood. i'm not a shoppafreaks like all girls did. but it'll be dangerous if i saw something and craving for it.. i'll do anything to seize 'em! heheheh

6. travel. i hate to work hard. but sadly, its a must! so, after doing some work, i rest all of my mind and body to travel somewhere. sometime, i'm sick live in the city. its soo stereotypes. i love beaches, mountains, paddy fields, lalala. it wasn't waste much money because i did it in "backpackers" way ;p

see you on the next "#" adios!

go indo's movieeess!!

Best Indonesian movies (for me) so far :

Badai Pasti Berlalu : (2007) Vino G. Bastian & Raihaanun Nabila.

Tiga Hari untuk Selamanya : (2007) Nicholas Saputra & Adinia Wirasti
Radit dan Jani : (2008) Vino G. Bastian &Fahrani

reality movies and suits with Indonesian's condition. no fake, yet cool!

----- a little prayer.

I got my eyes wet watching the news. earthquake took so many victims in Indonesia. what is that? what's going on? ooh God, please pass Your mercy upon us. we are all depending on You. our body and soul belongs to You. Give us hope and faith to live the life You gave. thanks, God. I love You..



just passed the great three-days of my birthday!!

now i'm just too tired to write. I promise i'll post the story and photos later. I have to go sleep now, because tomorrow i'm going to ANYERBABEE!!

--thank God for Your.... oh my god, Your ALL!! I love my life!!


okay, I'm gonna diferentiate between blog and tumblr. here's the differences.

in this blog, i would write what i want. my feelings, my thought, my daily routines, my whatever. it really helps remembering my limited brain capacity :p

my tumblr is just for fun. random quotes, funny and weird pics, videos or sounds, unimportant chit chats (obrolan ga penting haha), etc.



my tumblrrrr!!

heeyy folks, I have a new account on tumblr. here, check this out mesmerizingsarr.

don't forget to stopped by and follow! thanks.


anak autis

kemaren gw nonton transformer lagi, nemenin kaka gw di puri mall. karna lg ga enak badan, gw duduk di kursi di 21 nya, kaka gw dan pacarnya yg antriin tiket. tiba2 disamping gw duduklah anak kecil bgt (2thnan) sama ibunya. tu anak ngeliatin gw mulu. karna emang gw suka anak kecil, gw senyumin deh tu anak. eeh ga disangka sangka responnya berlebihan bgt! dia ketawa giraanngg bgt sampe masuk2in tangan ke mulut trus digigit gigit. dalem hati gw *oohh there's something wrong with this kid.

gw inget kata nyokap gw, anak spesial harus diperlakukan spesial juga.

akhirnya gw tanya : heeyy..kamu namanya siapaa?
anak kecil : ketawa tambah girang sampe mau jatoh jatoh.
mamanya : namaku michele, cici. (yes, they're chinese)
mamanya lagi : eehh kamu kok girang amat sih ketemu cicinyaa??
gw : iihh kamu ramah bgt deh..mau nonton apa? harry potter yaa?
anak kecil : *ngeliatin muka gw kaya ngerti bgt diajakin ngomong* trus ketawa girang lagi
mamanya : iihh kamu kaya ngerti aja diajakin ngomong.

akhirnya setelah ngobrol2 sama michele, studio gw masuk. trus gw dadah dadahan sama michele. iihh gilaakk gw mau nangis. tu anak ramah banget! either dia ga pernah di sapa orang jadinya begitu gw sapa jadi kaya gitu, atau emang tu anak ramah bgt. tp emang setau gw anak kaya gt gaboleh dijauhin. mereka ngerti kok kalo disayang. they just need a little attention..

see you, michele :)



wanna know my latest schedule??

sat : ujian (last one *cheer) jam 10-12, harus sampe jhcc 12.30. ada kampanye SBY, jd sampe jhcc 12.45. ngemc bobo fair sampe jam 20.00. (harusnya) ke nadine tp ga kuat nyetir sampe bintaro jd pulang.

sun : bobo fair (again) jam 9-5. langsung ke plaza bapindo kawinan sella (sepupu) jadi penerima tamu. sudah dipastikan sampai tengah malam.

mon : jam 7 pagi ngumpul di binus, capcus ke puncak.

tue : pulang dr puncak.

wed : NYONTRENG NOMER ***. abis nyontreng langsung ke airport jemput sodara2 dr greece (aaaa welcoming baby olga :D)

thu : kl jd ke bandung ato anyer. gatau deh pokoknya ngajakin sodara2 jalan2.

aaaaaaaaaa kapan tidurnyaa guaaa??

*btw itu judulnya self-reinforcements gatau jg gw kenapa. tadi ada kata2 itu di ujian gw :p



i just read my friend of mine's blog and .... i think it sucks!

i know everyone have any right to write down anything they want. but this one-this blog's really suck! its nothing like a fashion blog, nor the creative or educations. this blog was fully showing off the shit of hers (yes, a girl-offcourse a girl!). she can't stop talking about her new oh-so-mesmerize-but-extortionate gown and her must-be-branded-or-my-foot-will-get-sore shoes. i don't know maybe she's a daddy's-little-hell-rich girl, but it sounds like this little rich girl has no educational info from her parents or school.

i've been hanging around with her, once or twice. and yeaa, she always force us to hung on a high cost bistro or cafe. i mean, helloo we're a college students for God's sake! and her voice tone was soo eewwyy.. like a fake paris hilton.

why on earth there's a people like her?? zzzzzz


i'm so into you!

transformer's hell-krazyy-robot movie. megan fox is totally H O T ! sexiest women alive. but i hate shia lebouf, by the way.

and the must-seen coming soon movie is....

yeeaayy he's just not that into you..

can you imagine, Jennifer Aniston, Drew Barrymore, Ben Affleck, Scarlett Johanson and Justin Long in one frame? aaahh i just can't waiitt!!


flights plan.

list of airports all over the world i've been stepped my foot on :

Soekarno Hatta Airport - Jakarta

Ngurah Rai Airport - Bali

Hang Nadim Airport - Batam

Selaparang Airport - Lombok

Adisutjipto Airport - Jogjakarta

Changi International Airport - Singapore

Kingsford Smith Airport - Sydney, Australia

Frankfurt International Airport - Frankfurt, Germany

Schiphol Airport - Amsterdam, Netherlands

Pulkovo Airport - St. Petersburg, Russia

Sheremetyevo International Airport - Moscow, Russia.

oohh..i'm craving to visit Rio de Janeiro!!

long live the legend!

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


another world's biggest lost. may you rest in peace jacko! you made it, you're a legend!

ps : i'm crazy with his 'black or white' and 'heal the world'. it's a longlasting songs.



could i be a little drop on your giant spotlight?

on your 24 hours, could you give me your at least one second?


i really miss shouting this song :

thunder thunder .. thunderation
we are tarq generation
when we fight with determination
we create a SENSATION!
T - A - R - A - K - A - N - I - T - A




saturday night

definitely! huahahahah..
anyway, saya harus kuliah dulu sampe jam 5 (??!!) baru deh bisa malmingan. nanti sepertinya mau jenguk bokapnya rachel di rs harapan kita sama dennis dll, baru abis itu nonton fanny jadi abang none di balai kartini. kalo ga jadi, ke midnight sale (lagi) mungkin, dennis iri sama gw kemaren abis borong dan dia juga pengen haha!

sweet 17 memorial

i was checking my old photos folder on my notebook and i found this.. hahaa! my sweetest sweet seventeen! that was my best birthday party so far, but not my best birthday. i was crying on my sweet 17's birthday party. whyyy? karena disitu mantan pacar gw dateng bergandengan tangan dengan sahabat gw. buuff dada gw kaya ditonjok! hahaha..

hahaha muka gw kaya cina banget yaa.. item bgt lagi karna gw masih main softball waktu itu. and hell yeaa that sweet little crown was very exist at that time.
oohh..ada satu hal yang sangat kebetulan dan baru gw ketahui belakangan ini. ulang taun gw jatohnya pas di tanggal 17 agustus, dan waktu itu kayanya susaahh bgt cari tempat yang available buat pesta gw. gw awalnya pengen bikin pesta di buzz cafe pondok indah, tp ternyata tanggal segitu fully book. akhirnya gw pindah ke jimbani cafe kemang yang ternyata gw lebih suka dengan bali decoration dan ada kolam renangnya di luar. ternyata ooh ternyata dennis baru cerita kl mantannya ulang taunnya sama sama gw dan sweet 17 party nya di buzz cafe. berarti dia yang bikin gw ga jadi di buzz.. hahaha what a coincedence it is?


can't wait for the new sims 3!!

I've been an absolute fan of The Sims since the first game.

oh i can't wait to play this "how-can-i-stop-this" game. the sims 3 is more and more fun with new stuffs indeed. AAAAAAAAAA... waiting's drivin me crazaaeee!!